Song: 印记 - 谭嘉仪

作词：谭嘉仪
作曲：谭嘉仪／谭耀伦
编曲：Cousin Fung

从前和你 详谈人生的哲理
这夜怎么说起 祝福两报喜

儿时和你 流连忘返的嬉戏
挂念那种趣味 请不要忘记

看见你已找到他 愿这遍爱逐渐发芽
每碰到厌倦困局 亦不要害怕
来面对时 紧紧捉紧他

＊求缘份来到 便执手可到老
或艰辛的旅途再辛劳 亦深知不会再有更好
留起 那花瓣常陪你
遇患难或有天生气
亦锁紧这个爱的 印记

茫茫人里 如何能跟他一对
这是上天注定 相拥再说声

成为情侣 长情如他的爱侣
你没什么畏惧 只管爱里沈醉

*求缘份来到 幸褔不止到老
永不息的爱慕 旁人也深深感觉到他的好
如今 让浪漫情内渗
渐望着两背影走近
愿祝福拥抱爱的情人

祝福拥抱爱的情人

Movie: Patriot's Day

First movie for 2017, a great one I must say. Thanks to M1, and Tina for the free ticket, though watching it with a colleague that I don't think I will wanna watch movie with him alone again, but at least he is not those chatty type that will keep talking during the movie. Haha!

The movie, is based on the real event, the Boston Marathon 2013. The bomb that killed 3 and injured many when the yearly marathon was ongoing and with thousands of viewers on the street, including kids and babies.

I didn't follow the news when this incident happened, I just knew it was a big tragedy and a very sad one. So, when I watched the movie, I was astounded and touched in the end, and tears just couldn't help to flow out from my eyes.

I am so impressed to see when the people are so strong in helping each other in such time, and to want to stop the bombers from doing further harm again, how far they can go, and how it proves that love always wins. Love always win...

The casting was nice, the actors do resemble most of the people in real life and even the t-shirt that young boy (bomber) were wearing when he was arrested, such details just complemented the movie nicely.

I am thankful that this movie is the first movie for my 2017, it's a good one and I am looking forward to watch more movie this year, the type that will always inspired me in the good way.

Friends: Sunday 17 May 2015

Met up with Crystal at Traders Hotel on Sunday as per our earlier arrangement thru whatsapp.

She is here for a business conference, and so nice of her to remember me and asked for a meet up. Thank you dear for your time and also the shortbread cookies.

It is my first time going to Traders Hotel, and we went up to the SkyBar at level 33 for our brunch.

I have heard about this SkyBar for more than a decade, but have never have a chance to go up there, and today, I managed to go up and spent a few hours there with someone precious. 

I thank God for such precious moment I got to spend with a lovely sister. We were there for about 3 hours, and were chit-chatting continuously, non-stop. So many things to catch up with, especially for church and the Singapore Fashion Week that many of the worship team attended the night before. And I realised that we both do have a lot of similarity.

Crystal, a precious sister I knew when I first joined the choir family. That was in 2012. But I barely knew her, because she is the leader for week 1 & 3, and I usually don't like to get close to leader. But, she often gets my attention by her sweet voice, and her patient and gentleness when she spoke to the choir, be it openly or privately, I really admire her character, and her talent in singing, as well as baking. And throughout the years, she has been promoted as the leader for the choir family. I thank God that He appointed such a lovely and faithful person to look after the psalmists of His house.

Although I am no longer serving together in the choir family, my heart is always with the choir and I hope to be able to serve with all of you again in the future.

I declare that God's blessings are upon us, and He will lead us in every situation as long as we let Him take care of us. Thank You Jesus for always placing good and nice people around me, to remind me that I am loved by them and I am especially loved by You. Hallelujah!

Songs: 對不起，我愛你

梁靜茹這首「對不起，我愛你」， 唱得比較貼切，歌詞也比較合邏輯。

作詞：潘協慶/李宗盛　

作曲：潘協慶　

編曲：洪敬堯

沒別的　只想說對不起　

對不起　我真的愛你

不管你會怎麼想　你怎麼說　

也不會改變我的決定

你知道　有時候感情事很難說　

很難說　愛人或朋友

從前到現在我真的感覺要　

一想你　我的心就發燒

想給你聽我的心跳　想你知道我睡的不好

喝水想著你　搭車想著你　闔眼閉眼間　出現的全是你

我猜不到你的表情　我等不到你的回應

不想難為你　又不想放棄你　決定告訴你

對不起 對不起　我愛你

沒別的　只想說對不起　

怎麼樣　我都會珍惜

不管你會怎麼講　

你怎麼做　也不會影響我的心情

你知道　有時候男孩更難捉摸　

難捉摸　愛人或朋友

現在到永遠我真會感覺要　

一想你　我的心就狂跳

我的模樣記不記得牢　情人卡有沒有收到

讀書想著你　聽歌想著你　大地和藍天　出現的全是你

我才不管你的表情　我才不理你回不回應

不想難為你　又不想放棄你　決定告訴你

對不起 對不起　我愛你

你聽一聽我的心跳　你看一看我睡的不好

喝水想著你　搭車想見你　闔眼閉眼間　出現的全是你

我猜不著你的表情　我等不到你的回應

不想難為你　又不想放棄你　決定告訴你

對不起 對不起　我愛你

http://youtu.be/yacpwknPwRU

Elf's: Feeling...

Was searching for some conversations I had with JR for the past year using an online chat... While reading on our past conversations, many memories flashed back, and the feeling I have for him is once again being stirred up...

I have tried my best to keep all our conversation records, as memories of our friendship. I know, it cannot last forever. But, I really have fallen for him, without me realising it, it just happened. 

愛，每每讓我失去了理智。可是，對他，我很慶幸的保留了理智。這真的是主耶穌的恩典。但是，主啊，我真的很愛，也很想念他。讓我忘了他吧！

最近和他的對話，總是不歡而散。可能，我們即將緣盡了吧。將近十年了，我們竟然認識了彼此那麼長的日子。讀著我們從前的聊天記錄，原來，我們曾經擁有過那麼多開心的話題。每當我受了委屈，受到了傷害，有任何的疑問和恐懼，你總是能為我迎刃而解，一一破除我所有的困惑。可能，愛意就在這不知不覺間萌芽了吧。

對不起，我愛你。黎明曾經有一首歌的歌名就叫「對不起，我愛你」。小時候，非常不明白，愛，為何需要說對不起啊？原來，愛錯了人，就會想要道歉。很諷刺。二十年前的疑問，二十年後終於得到了答案。人的智慧，真的會隨著歲月而增長。

Elf's: Life...

Have not pen down what's happening around me for quite some time...

I have been thinking a lot... many thoughts are running on my mind, not just recently, but always...

Maybe I should record down my life after returned to KL for more than a month now.

Family:
Trying my very best to adapt the lifestyle my sis and mom are living, it's not as easy. Perhaps, I have been too used to living by myself. Although I was staying with aunt for the past 10 years in SG, but, I was mostly on my own, and I don't need to mingle with them, if I don't want to. But now, with my very closest one, my mom and sis, I simply can't live like that anymore, they won't let me too, if I want... Lol~! Our vacation to Thailand had been fun yet challenging for me... Thank God that all is well!

Work:
I have turned down the offer from Sonata, because of some unreasonable terms and conditions stated in their letter offer to me. Since then, I have started to look for other jobs again from Jobstreet. There were 2 agencies and one company HR called me up ONLY. (looks like it's not easy to get a job, and sometimes I wondered if I made the wrong decision to reject the first offer that I got.) Anyway, there were 2 interviews arranged, I only made it for the very first one, with Teledirect, as a CS for SIA KrisFlyer program. Went for the second interview too 3 days after the first interview, went through different tests, such like English grammar test, essay, problem solving, typing speed, listening test, role play... And I finally got the job offer on last Friday, about 3 weeks after the interviews as well as call reference to my ex supervisor. Phew~~! It's something new to me, shift work, big team, big organization, and 2-3 months of training before starting the job. New life, new beginning! Praise Jesus!

Church:
I have not attend to any of the local church service thus far... Not sure which one I should go, I miss nccsg! Miss my fellow ministries' servers, miss the venue, miss Pastor Prince... Can I still get a New Creation Church in KL? Guide me, Lord...

Friends:
So far, been meeting up with CY and SY quite often... met KL, YT & CY for once only. MY was too busy tied up by her balloon business, hence, can't meet up with us for dinner on the other night, but it's okay, we shall meet up again. Other than them, I have not been meeting up with anyone in KL.

I made a trip to SG last week with CY and SY, to take my remaining belongings back to KL, with CY driving. Met up with CN, on Saturday night for dinner, then JD & PS on Sunday morning to attend church service together, most of the WWJD team for lunch, AT, NL, QH, JL & JO for coffee at Jamaica Blue, and last but not least, dinner with RT at Brotziet. It was a fruitful trip for me, to be able to attend church at nccsg again, and to meet up so many of friends that are close to me. Thank You Jesus, for delighting me with the desire of my heart.

Was not able to meet up JR, as he was busy with work, that's the only regret for that trip.

Overall, it's just the beginning of my stay in KL, I should not be making any conclusions yet. And I believe I should do my best, live my best, enjoy my moment here with my beloved family members, and God will continue to direct my step to the life He has prepared for me. Amen!

Dad: Day 31

Today we went to physiological & occupational therapy and follow up visit with doctor. The neuro surgeon said that my dad's condition is good and shld be able to go for radiation therapy. But need to see the neuro surgeon first that in charged for my dad's surgery. I believe this is also favor that our Lord have for my dad. 

Mom and sis are worried if my dad cannot endure the radiation therapy. And they are more concerned of the quality of his life. So do I. So, hopefully the radiation therapy is going to extend his life span and increase his life quality as well. 

I was accompanying my dad for his afternoon nap just now. He asked me to come close to him and he hugged me. I was so touched. I want him to live good and long life!

Family: Laney

So, here's the meaning for Laney, my another dear sister....

Laney \l(a)-ney\ as a girl's name has the meaning "path, roadway" and is a variant of Laine (English): variant of the surname Lane, or a short form of names like Marlaine and Melanie. Also a variant of Lainey: diminutive of Elaine (Old French) "bright, shining light".
Read more at http://www.thinkbabynames.com/meaning/0/Laney#WsvufxvsQyUCimqE.99

Family: Sannie

Sis asked me about the meaning of her name after reading my blog about my name. 

So, here's you go my dear. 

Sannie \s(an)-nie\ as a girl's name has the meaning "man's defender" and is a variant of Alexandra (Greek): Latinate feminine form of Alexander.

Read more at http://www.thinkbabynames.com/meaning/0/Sannie#eC7LPyssjJHAeEBK.99

Movies: The Judge

Watched The Judge today alone after seeing doctor for my sore throat condition.

I don't know about this movie at all, as in I have no idea that this movie actually existed. But when I checked on the movies showing that the nearby movie house, most of the movies are horror type and I really don't like horror movie that usually create unnecessary fear in one's heart. And so, I saw this movie called The Judge, doesn't sound like a horror movie to me, and after watching the trailer, I'd decided to watch this movie.

First of all, Mr IronMan - Robert Downey Jr. is the first reason that caught my eyes and interest, and secondly, it is a story about lawyer and judge, son and father, kinda interesting for me as I like story about professionalism and family.

Entered the cinema at 12.45pm, and the show has just started, I chose a very good seat, the last row of the cinema, and because it's a weekday, it is almost empty in the cinema.

The story is about Henry Palmer, a very successful lawyer, received the news of his mother passed away while he was in the court room. He has not been home for the longest time due to the bad relationship between him and his father, Judge Joseph Palmer. Deep in his heart, he believes that his father hated him. There were many bitterness in his heart, with his father and brothers for the wrongs that he did when he was younger. He doesn't know how to deal with all the wrongs that he did, and he is too ego to admit his wrongs, and so, he chose to flee to another state to live a life that he think he is comfortable with.

So, after he returned home for his mother's funeral, many things happened, and he gets to face some ugly pasts that he tried to leave behind, fixed his relationship with his father and his first girlfriend as well.

Overall, it's a very nice story with strong casting. Mr Downey is very smart, handsome and sexy in the movie. JR text-ed me and I shared with him that Robert is very sexy and yummy. Lol! Thou shall not lust, Evelyn Zoé!

I cried a few times during the movie, the father and son are in the progress of fighting the enemy together, and especially when his father fell down in his bathroom, it reminds me of my dad. I hope everything will be fine with him, very soon! Amen!

If you are going to watch this movie too, enjoy!