Yes, when I was walking home last night after the choir practice, with Kari's song, Savior's Here, playing in my iPhone, this lyrics jumped out to me - In Your Presence, No More Fear!
Indeed Lord, I shall not fear, because I am in You! I will be able to overcome this trial by Your grace and Your grace alone.
And the Lord has given me this solution, and I am gonna cut down the connection with JR, starting with zero-ed my check-in at foursquare, if not zero, at least cut down, and games, also should not reply within the same day, and I shall not send him any type of text message, be it sms or whatsapp, unless it's a matter of life and death.
What if he text? And what if he calls? I will reply the msg, not immediately, unless it is something urgent, need me to response. Call.. errr.... I will answer if I am not on another line, but I will not rush to answer his call. He should not hold such special place in my life and my heart anymore.
What if he reacted like the new year day? Moody, stressful.. and requested for a meet... Wow! This is a million dollar question. I will need more wisdom to handle this situation. Let's not "what if" or worry so much. The Lord Jesus said in Matthew 6, therefore, do not worry about tomorrow..
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. - Matthew 6:34, NKJVLet not your heart be troubled, because, Jesus has left His peace for me (John 14:27). Thank You Lord! I shall fear no more, my heart shall be troubled no more. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen!